July 22nd, 2007» More Rantings

- 9:38 pm

More rantings you might not want to hear. But, I haven’t quite gotten over some stuffs that happened lately. It’s been bothering me a lot and it makes me rather reluctant to go back to my normal school routine. I hate it when I do run away from problems as it’s really not my style.

Also, some people sure pick the worse possible period to have a “relationship crisis” with me and isn’t making life any better. It’s the most ridiculous thing I’ve ever encountered and it does leave anyone caught in that situation to scream “what the heck did I do wrong?” and “what exactly is it that you want?”. Either way, I really can’t really help it if certain people people have to carry such an attitude towards me for no apparent reason.

The only thing that’s keeping me from breaking down now is perhaps the band. Perhaps it’s the passion I have for it, or maybe the extra responsibilities I have in it, that’s forcing me to stand strong and well.

I wonder how much longer I can last.

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July 14th, 2007» An Open Letter

- 12:44 am

Well, I can’t say I’ve been through a lot, but I had been through enough to know that one cannot always have things one’s way. I admitted that fact since long ago. Still, I see no fault to be entitled to my own opinions. And, I’m always very truthful about my opinions.

Also, I may be in a position to make decisions, but any decisions may never be made solely by me. All the suggestions are noted and will be conveyed to the conductor, who will have the final say. Like everyone else, I do not like all the pieces we tried and even to the extent that I wince the moment it is being played on my mp3 player on shuffle mode. Still, I do not doubt his expertise and experience in choosing the right song for us to play. In fact, I’ve never played in or attended a concert that I dig the whole repertoire. My honest opinion again, I really like some of pieces that was suggested, thank you so much.

Anyway, it’s unfair for me to be judged based just from those little conversations we had and over such a trivial issue. I don’t feel offended though because obviously we do not know each other very well yet. However, I just can’t help but felt injustice being about defamed in a publicised manner despite the scale.

Hopefully, we will get to know each other better and, then, you may change your opinion of me.

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July 12th, 2007» Moody

- 12:19 am

Learning about something today makes me feel rather moody for the rest of the day.

Life’s rather dull and things aren’t looking very promising. I figured that this might just be one of the hardest period I ever need to pull through.

What I need most is probably some personal space for me to sort out my thoughts and feelings.

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