Ramblings

July 14th, 2007» An Open Letter

- 12:44 am

Well, I can’t say I’ve been through a lot, but I had been through enough to know that one cannot always have things one’s way. I admitted that fact since long ago. Still, I see no fault to be entitled to my own opinions. And, I’m always very truthful about my opinions.

Also, I may be in a position to make decisions, but any decisions may never be made solely by me. All the suggestions are noted and will be conveyed to the conductor, who will have the final say. Like everyone else, I do not like all the pieces we tried and even to the extent that I wince the moment it is being played on my mp3 player on shuffle mode. Still, I do not doubt his expertise and experience in choosing the right song for us to play. In fact, I’ve never played in or attended a concert that I dig the whole repertoire. My honest opinion again, I really like some of pieces that was suggested, thank you so much.

Anyway, it’s unfair for me to be judged based just from those little conversations we had and over such a trivial issue. I don’t feel offended though because obviously we do not know each other very well yet. However, I just can’t help but felt injustice being about defamed in a publicised manner despite the scale.

Hopefully, we will get to know each other better and, then, you may change your opinion of me.

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June 25th, 2007» I want my own flute!

- 11:30 pm

Gosh, I’m so jealous!

I’m so full of envy for the people around me who recently got their own instrument.

I want to buy my own flute too!

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May 29th, 2007» You, of all people

- 1:13 am

Yes, I’m not happy about it. Not entirely because of what you said, but rather because it’s you who’s saying it.

I’m prepared for confrontations like this, but I least expected it to come from you. It’s just like what I used to tell you before, when you were complaining about the previous. It’s just that it’s no longer a thing that I can say now.

If you really must talk to me that way, for who I am now, go ahead. It just makes us further away than we already are. And, to say my piece, it was I who cleared the table and went to invite you over. I was prepared to offer my help to carry your stuffs. Following the previous’ footsteps? Yes.

I know it’s unbearable having you to wait for us all the time. I wouldn’t want that if I can help it. Besides, why should you, or anyone else, be complaining when we are actually putting in that much effort for the benefits of you? And you seems so determined to have to show that much “appreciation” by saying those insensitive things.

You made me went speechless then, with that kind of tone and attitude you spoke to me. A decade’s worth of time we had together seems so meaningless now, with that little understandings you spared me.

You, of all people, must do this to me. It doesn’t only angers me, it hurts me.

And, I’m writing it here because I know you will read this.

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