November 11th, 2007» Been there, done that

- 11:59 pm

Alright, I do feel like an idiot. Congrats on making me the biggest idiot of the century. I can’t say much for others. But for you, I daresay I’ve done quite a lot of things in your favor. You probably don’t see it because those aren’t meant for you to see. Nevertheless, it’s purely trust that I placed on you that I insisted against even the very strong opinions of my own fellow comm members. I honestly didn’t expect anything in return. Well, I obviously didn’t see that coming either.

Anyway, think of me whatever you wish. Spare the conductor of your insults. I’m sure Mr Tan got all the wisdom not to get affected by what you said but it’s a great injustice done to him afterall.

And, sorry to disappoint you (or whoever is reading this) because I’m not going to go on about who’s more mature and such. You’ve made your decision, I respect that, so please move on.

I will change, definitely. Not for your sake obviously. Not even for TPBand’s sake. It’s for myself. Just that the “better me” isn’t going to be what you have in mind, I’m quite sure.

On behalf of your friends who are still in band (who are my band members too) and the band, I thank you for your well-wishing. I’ll take it that it’s sincere and free of sarcasm.

I wish you all the best too.

Comments

1. well, i’m guessing i know who’s the person of this blog entry. well, let me try to put what he said in a nicer way. maybe its not what you’re doing that he’s irritated by, but i’m thinking (and agreeing) that its the way that it’s been done. yes, what you’re trying to do might bring the band to new heights, setting higher benchmarks and all, but, if things can be said in a nicer way to people or maybe just said in a nicer tone and such might be more pleasing to the ear and thus not attract the negative comments that you may have received. and yes, what i’m saying here is not sacarstic stuff, but stuff that i hope you’ll listen to. i do hope that you change for the better, but of course, change for yourself, and not others. because change is only real if you yourself want to change.

   By you know me on November 24th, 2007 at 4:53 am
   
   

2. Well, sorry for the late reply. I do not think you got the full picture.

   While I’m not the type who sugarcoats everything that needs to be said, I am cautious of whatever comes from my mouth. Unless talking to someone I really trust (that I really do sprout all sort of comments).

   That, however, is beside the point because I’m not offended by negative comments about me, especially of those coming from him that day.

   I doubt the better me is what you have in mind too.

   Anyway, I rest my case. I’ve moved on since the day I posted this entry. And, I’m sincerely thankful of your concern.

   By Ed on December 23rd, 2007 at 1:38 am
   
   

3. true, a better you is not exactly what i have in mind. you are still you even when you change, because its what you are that makes up you, and not the things that you say or do.

   i’m glad that you’re over with whatever the person said. work hard for the coming exams.

   By you know me on January 13th, 2008 at 10:13 pm
   
   

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