November 11th, 2007» Been there, done that

- 11:59 pm

Alright, I do feel like an idiot. Congrats on making me the biggest idiot of the century. I can’t say much for others. But for you, I daresay I’ve done quite a lot of things in your favor. You probably don’t see it because those aren’t meant for you to see. Nevertheless, it’s purely trust that I placed on you that I insisted against even the very strong opinions of my own fellow comm members. I honestly didn’t expect anything in return. Well, I obviously didn’t see that coming either.

Anyway, think of me whatever you wish. Spare the conductor of your insults. I’m sure Mr Tan got all the wisdom not to get affected by what you said but it’s a great injustice done to him afterall.

And, sorry to disappoint you (or whoever is reading this) because I’m not going to go on about who’s more mature and such. You’ve made your decision, I respect that, so please move on.

I will change, definitely. Not for your sake obviously. Not even for TPBand’s sake. It’s for myself. Just that the “better me” isn’t going to be what you have in mind, I’m quite sure.

On behalf of your friends who are still in band (who are my band members too) and the band, I thank you for your well-wishing. I’ll take it that it’s sincere and free of sarcasm.

I wish you all the best too.

3 Comments

November 11th, 2007» Stressed

- 11:17 pm

Well, I never felt more stressed over a concert before. Other than the really really challenging repertoire that we are doing, I’m also playing the piccolo for this concert.

I didn’t really regret it until I finally have to play “Internal Combustion” during a combine rehearsal. It’s really really tough and I totally have no control over my tone, volume, intonation and everything on piccolo at that range.

I guess I’m really lucky it’s not Ms Sia conducting it. Haha.

Comment?