May 29th, 2007» You, of all people

- 1:13 am

Yes, I’m not happy about it. Not entirely because of what you said, but rather because it’s you who’s saying it.

I’m prepared for confrontations like this, but I least expected it to come from you. It’s just like what I used to tell you before, when you were complaining about the previous. It’s just that it’s no longer a thing that I can say now.

If you really must talk to me that way, for who I am now, go ahead. It just makes us further away than we already are. And, to say my piece, it was I who cleared the table and went to invite you over. I was prepared to offer my help to carry your stuffs. Following the previous’ footsteps? Yes.

I know it’s unbearable having you to wait for us all the time. I wouldn’t want that if I can help it. Besides, why should you, or anyone else, be complaining when we are actually putting in that much effort for the benefits of you? And you seems so determined to have to show that much “appreciation” by saying those insensitive things.

You made me went speechless then, with that kind of tone and attitude you spoke to me. A decade’s worth of time we had together seems so meaningless now, with that little understandings you spared me.

You, of all people, must do this to me. It doesn’t only angers me, it hurts me.

And, I’m writing it here because I know you will read this.