Ramblings

May 11th, 2006» Troubling Thoughts

- 10:00 pm

I havn’t been online as often as I used to be. Well, that shouldn’t be something I should be complaining about. Atleast, I finally find my real life more interesting than things are online. That’s definitely a good sign.

Previously, I tried to constantly drown myself with work hoping that I will forget about all my troubles. It obviously didn’t work very well. There’s only so much one can do and I’m not exactly capable of handling that much amount of stress. So, I ended up with more troubles than I’m already started with.

Then, I stopped doing everything. I Pushed everything aside and be oblivious to all that may potentially upset me. So, everything piled up on me and I eventually brokedown.

Fortunately, though every mistake does come with a price, all mistakes do have priceless lessons to teach. I realised that escaping and procrastinating’s never the solution to any problem.

Right, let’s all face our problems wisely and tackle it with confidence. Take it as a challenge instead of being daunted by them.

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May 4th, 2006» Stressed for nothing

- 11:34 pm

Everything was fine until the lab session today. I, perhaps due to lack of sleep the day before, was feeling very frustrated towards the end of the lab session. It almost seemed like an emotion breakdown and it shocked me hard as I had never, in my whole life, encountered myself losing my cool like that.

During the lab, I spoke slowly as if I would burst out shouting if I were to speak normally, I was insensitive towards people working with me and I was extremely easily irritated. Despite knowing what I had to do for my assignment, I did not know what I was doing. Mistakes were overlooked or repeated again and again. Everything just felt wrong.

It’s weird as I can’t seem to pinpoint the reason for me to behave that way other than lacking sleep.

I’m one step closer to insanity, I guess.

And, I shall grab some sleep now.

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May 1st, 2006» Sundays

- 5:04 pm

Yeah, there goes all my sundays.

I’ve decided to join MWO. It feels good to be playing in Mrs Chua’s band once again. Since it’s my first day there yesterday, I had to sight read the songs. I believe my sight reading had improved a lot since joining MJCSB thanks to Ms Sia.

Anyway, I received a wallet as a belated birthday present from Xinhui. She observed that my wallet had “disintegrated”, that’s how I lost my EZlink card the day before, and she offered to buy me one before going to MWO’s practice. So very nice of her right?

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